| - Hollaback Girl I know dis looks really long, but u dont have to read it......i just wanted to let my feelings out.....but if u do read it, thanx.
Dis is an update for yesterday's quad at Mills (note: it was a Friday nite):
Dat day was unbelievable....n the nite b4 i seriously couldn't even sleep jus thinkin about it. I was so nervous i was shakin all over. All day in class, the only thing dat was going through my mind was Aragon! They were our biggest threat, the only team we couldn't beat last year, N we hated them. But dat nite one team would go home with the victory....it was gonna b one huge showdown! Every1 knew dat nite was the big nite...it was all over the newpapers! I anticipated dat nite for a long time N wen it finally came i almost couldn't catch my breath!
The game was at 6:15 and our team had to always meet 1 hr. b4, but most of us were late (was it a sign or was it jus coincidence?) well, we finally all got together n did our pre-game team thing (a secret i'll never tell) and man did i get pumped up! i was ready for Aragon (at least i thot i was).....but no matter wut happened i luved my team n i believed in them wit all my heart. N becus i wanted it so bad, i prayed every single damn nite b4 i fell asleep, asking God to be ther to help me play well with all my heart n strength. All the excitement with the game n from the fans was so overwhelming, but it hiped us up even more....so rite wen the buzzer rang, we ran out ther to warm up and as i took glimpses at the other side, i began to get scared n really really really nervous! Wen the buzzer went off, the game was about to begin n i couldn't believe it was time already! But now was the moment to face our most hated enemy....it was gonna get ugly!
At the tip-off, u could jus feel the rush of the game...both teams were hussling back n forth, but it was clear dat we were at a height disadvantage. The first half was a non-stop battle, n we weren't about to give up! Even though we kept on getting hammered down low by their biggest player, Cristie Alafya (spell check), we kept the score even wit our 3-pointers n our drive-ins. At second half, we dint let down but Alafya was pounding down at us. N THE DAMN REFS WOULDN'T CALL ANYTHING..I DUNO WUT GAME THEY WERE WATCHING! DAT REALLY PISSED US OFF, ESPECIALLY THE PARENTS!
N finally, the game ended, but their was no victory for us...we were so bummed out, we jus left to go to the locker room. We all seemed to be blaming ourselves for the loss. People came up to me n told me i did well, but dat dint help. i may hav done some good things, but i dint contribute enough. I have never felt like such a loser! i take most of the credit for our defeat. I was such a freakin idiot!!!!! i still think dat now!!! im such an idiot!!!! i swear i wanted to cry but what's the use...................i just want to say to my team........ dat im sorrie for playing like crap.......i am really sorrie....
im sorrie kelly...... |
